Friday, March 04, 2005 ; anthem of love
everyday in school, i'm just waiting for it to end, so that i can go home. even at the start of the week, i'm just waiting for the weekend to come. so many things have happen this year.
some people apparently might have thought that i'm not being myself. so what? i know i am myself and that's all that counts. if they can't accept me than, so what? i know myself better than she does. if she thinks that i'm acting cool, let her be. for i have no guilty conscience.
if she thinks that i never help her even once, then let her. if she thinks that i never appreciate her, let her be. because i know the things i have done. i've helped her with things. just that she just 'forgets' them. i admit, in sec one, i was a little self-centered. but i know i've changed. cause i asked the Lord to do so.
the funny thing is, she is the only one that complained about that problem. all my other friends, pri sch friends never did. in my six years of education! she can think whatever she wishes, for i know i'm His beloved, and He loves me.
i did not fall out with her, but rather she with me. whatever the outcome maybe, whether the my relationship with her will get worse, or turn for the better, i just thank you Lord, for being there for me.
Psalm 23
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk
through the darkest valley
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.
Romans 8: 31-33
31What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? 33Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies.
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