Monday, August 07, 2006 ; anthem of love
Sunday
hey thanks alena, alene, daniel and shavonne for the chocolate fondue thing. and the fun that we had.. hurhur. ((= and thanks alene, alena and amanda for the hillsongs notebook!!! and the christian shirt. heh.. i love to collect notebooks, even though its such a useless collection. since young lah..
thank you many many people for the birthday wishes. yup.. even though i may have just said a 'thank you', it really means a lot to me on the inside.
ooh. just found out my birthday and pastor joshua's are the same. i used to think my birthday is on unlucky date. it's on 0608, and if i'm not wrong, 6 is the no. of the devil and 8 is the no. of human effort. also, its not on a 5, 15 or 7. but now i know it dosent matter. (those fears were real at that time okay!) my birthday this year is: 060806. haha. nice number! and i'm 15 finally! well, only...
when claudine, coach mel and i were waiting for the shuttle bus to take us to city hall mrt, we met dora, charissa and wei heng. thanks for the birthday wishes.
dora was just reminding me of the caregroup time we had in alene's house, when coach ronnie join us. we were just sharing about our dreams. she reminded me of my dream, and i realised how God has fufilled it. not exactly, but the same concept. You see, my dream at that time was to become a lead singer. well, and coach joy asked me a few days ago whether i would like to sing backup during Leadership Training. Also, i said that i wanted to be someone like Pastor Lawrence. well, God did fufil that, to the extent and i'm more than satisified. well, it's personal lah, but i'll be more than willing to tell you if you ask :D but something has been prophesied over my life and He has amazed me with His goodness. well after talking to Dora, i just felt so different. it was like my two/three weeks of gloom has just passed, and i felt brighter. because for the past weeks, i just felt so moody for no reason. such a glorious woman of god she is.
Monday
today was really blessed. we got back our A maths CA. omg favour mans. i thought i was 100% going to fail. i mean, i could only do one question out of four, and whatever my tutor went through with me, i couldnt even do anything at all.
i was the last in class to get my paper back, so i thought prolly it was because i was the lowest in class. furthermore, before that, Mrs Sng was kinda saying i was daydreaming and blah blah. i mean, hello. i daydream all the time, and she didn't bother about it until now. so i deduced that i did so badly, that she decided it was time to take action or smth. In addition, mrs sng added that this test was done badly on the average.
anyway, back to the story. i knew i would fail, but it was just a matter of how much. i thought, if i got 6/30, that was good enough. but when i received my paper and saw my marks, I THOUGHT SHE COUNTED WRONGLY.
the point is this: my God is soo good. i wanted to study again, but i had soo much cheena homework AGAIN. and my concept of functions isn't very good. Yup.. its really supernatural marks. supernatural pass mans.. i've been failing ALL my A maths tests and exam. like darn poor. i've been getting one quarter of the marks since term 1. but no more of that in Jesus' name.
OH, mrs sng changed carisia and radeya's place, so radeya's sitting next to me now, instead of carisia. BLEAH. i'll be missing carisa. *sobs* GRRR.
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