Saturday, November 18, 2006 ; anthem of love
i'm just disappointed.
just when i had the passion;
just when i was beginning to improve;
just when i had so much hope;
just when i dreamt big.
but now at least the width of my shoulders won't increase! and i will stop increasing the amount of muscles in my arms.
here's a portion of what's said in the email:
the school has decided that Swimming will be closed down and converted into a Student Initiated Project. This means we won't be recognised as a CCA anymore,nor will we receive any CCA points unless we participate in a competition or win something for the school.
and mr gan is taking charge of swimming next year! gross. i dont want a guy teacher in charge of swimming okay! and i thought he was in charge of the new cca called soccer (which is super dumb because they close down swimming but want to set up soccer in a girls school) and another thing, is that i'm really hoping that the juniors wont quit swimming, since it dosen't give them cca points. cuz i know we seniors are passionate about it, but are the juniors?
yups, so thus, we are advised to take another cca, but we can drop swimming. cuz like swimming will affect our cca grade. but the thing is that i dont want to! firstly of course is that i dont know which other cca to take, since there is such a limited choice of cca. and the second and most important reason, is that i dont care if i dont get my cca grade. i dont care if i get a C or D for cca. i dont care if i dont get 2 bonus points for cca, or even 1 bonus point. i dont care about my cca grade! i only care, that if i join another cca, i wont be happy, simply because swimming is something that i love.
honestly speaking, my future is already secured, and i know that my future is good. thus, my o level results dont determine my future. i dont have to study like mad and make sure i get superb grades, just to give me some guarantee that i will get a good job next time! so thus, i dont need my bonus points from cca, to pull my overall O level grades down.
okay.. i'm just ranting, and i'm just annoyed i suppose, with the decision of the school.
12:15 am