Saturday, January 13, 2007 ; anthem of love
i've changed place! i'm sitting between dorothy and huang ye now, which is coincidentally my chinese class place. so i dont have to move from one end of the classroom to the other now during chinese. but i'll greatly miss lisa and cheryl! haha. i've been trying to do 45 degree leg raisers. but to little success.
i received quite a lot from bible study yesterday. and i felt that praise and worship yesterday was real good (= although i missed abit cuz i went out to get something from claudine.
change.. i dont like changes. my people - relationships just arent the same as it used to be, and i think i'm entering a new season of my life, with this year being a year of new beginnings.
it's been decision-making for the past week or so, and i've made certain decisions already, after weeks of thinking and asking Daddy, regarding certain issues in my life. but one thing has been left undecided yet, something which i was asked to decide only today. i know jesus will lead me, and the decision made, will be the best for me. my future is bright already, regardless of all these.
Daddy told me something today regarding swimming, which i knew all the time, but i just wasnt conscious of it. no matter how i fall short of the glory of God, i'm not condemned. i may not be the best in swimming, especially in butterfly and backstroke, of which i cant seem to swim like the rest, but jesus took the condemnation of those imperfections on the cross, so that today, no matter what those neigh-sayers say, it dosent matter cuz thats not what my God says. He gives me full marks for my conduct, when i deserve nothing at all.
i really really want an ipod!
why does history repeat itself? i know we both feel the same way.. but i also know jesus wants the best for us.
jesus always knows what's best, and i believe all things happen for good. even if it's painful, it is the best for me. daddy spoke to me, and he told me that if this year is gonna be a year of preparation for my life, then things cant go rosy and smooth all the time. it'll be a good year, but this year, i'm believe i'm gonna learn new things and i've gotta learn to grow. like i've blogged before, year of preparation means that daddy is preparing me to be a greater blessing.
things change; people change; but one thing or rather, one person that will never change, is jesus. He's the same yesterday today and forevermore, always watching me and caring for me and wanting the best for me. He loves me.
Your grace has found me just as i am, empty-handed but alive in Your hands...
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