Tuesday, January 09, 2007 ; anthem of love
jesus i come, i want to meet with You...
9 subjects can be stressful at times, and there are many times, when i think of dropping a subject. even right now... jesus, i need the grace and the ability to do so. the stress is coming from all directions. this year promises to be so so much more busy than my busy last year, but God says its gonna be restful on the inside and i really do need to be refreshed.
everyday after school i have remedials / trainings, and by the time i finish with all these activities, its 6 plus and i start work at 7+. and swim trainings increased to twice a week (of all the years its this year!) and we're gonna have land trng! and seriously, i dont have time. and my homework load is OMG. seriously. its not that bad now, but with half the time i have left, there's double the workload. jesus!!! its time for me to see You working in my life, and i'm gonna experience so much more of Your goodness in my life.
and i've just recently realised, that i've been neglecting my geog. i mean, i love geog! but precisely because i love it, that i dont study it. please lah, i dont even listen in class! i do other stuff. yar i'm different from other people.. (= and how i even managed to pass geog last year due to my general knowledge, is just simply a miracle. i think i got a low B, even though i didnt study and i didnt listen for the whole of last year. yar and everytime got worksheet i just copy the whole chunk from textbook or notes.
but really, what could i say, what could i do, but offer this heart oh God, completely to You.. Your beloved needs the grace and the ability and the strength to cope each day.
no matter what happens, i'm in good hands, and my future is good. (=
recently, the lord began showing me things, that made me realise stuff about my future. maybe i'll blog about it one day.. maybe i wont.. haha.
thank you i'm righteous.
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