Saturday, June 23, 2007

its You, You who have won my heart
taken me into Your arms
comforted me like a friend

Your love, surrounded me from the start
i never want to be apart
from you ever again

i survived this week!! haha. just when i thought this week would be really tough, it wasnt too bad. (= i bought lotsa stuff this week! 5 pairs of jellies, a dorothy perkins top, a jacket and a pair of pants. the pants is really praise jesus, cos when i wanted to buy it on tues, there wasnt any sale, and so i was still considering it, and i told Daddy i wanted it! yesterday when i went, it was on a 50% discount!

my piano exam yesterday didnt go too well. i'm prepared to re-take it again in dec lah =/

last night was the MM meeting.
we played this paper bullet game. nobody shot at me! haha. i shoot at ppl, but i couldnt aim correctly. jerlynn, shu ming, mika and i were standing against the wall. so when the ppl run past us, its mostly chasing the other ppl. what was supposed to be a 'break the paper stuck between two bamboo poles by shooting paper bullets game' became a free for all game, cuz every group died so fast.

then, we had worship. it was awesome. i came into the meeting feeling quite down and moody, from the things of life. the piano exam kinda played a part too, but it was mostly the unexplainable sian kind of feeling. my mind was still wandering during worship, until pastor dan took the mike, and said something like cast your cares upon Him, or do not worry or something like that lah. but anyway then i decided to focus, and i told Daddy that i wanted to feel His presence again. and mans, he overflowed lah (= the sense of His love just came upon me.
then pastor called on those who wanted to let God use them greater or something like that lah. haha. coach pat's one is amazing ok. i kinda heard abit, cos i was in the 2nd row, and coach pat was being prayed for, in front of me. anyways, then pastor called on the MMs to come and be prayed for. i didnt really know what i wanted, so i kinda just left it to God, to give me what He wanted to give me. and it was what i needed. you see, i didnt exactly know what i needed, until after i was being prayed for, then i realised that what God spoke to me through coach hj, was exactly what i needed for the rest of the half of this year. i thought it was around 9.30 when it ended, when it was 10.20! after waiting for awhile, i hurried down to carrefour to buy the stuff for today's huper outing @ bishan park! thank god when i reached home, my mum wasnt home yet, cause she was still at the airport, sending my maid home. i've got a new maid now =/ i prefer the previous one though.

oh and you know what happened just now? i was looking into the mirror, when i saw that there was an eyelash stuck on my eye. there was no way i could have removed it lah, but i tried by rubbing my eyes, and tried to take it out, but it was still stuck there. my mind started to exaggerate things lah. like what if it i have to go for operation etc. i can laugh about it now, but those were real fears ok! anyways, i prayed, and asked jesus to take it out. and when i was looked at the mirror after that, a few minutes later, the eyelash was now at the i-can-take-out position. hallelujah (:

hahas, anyway, that was about it. gosh school is re-opening next week. i know, that i'm victorious lah, esp after what has been said to me last night. no fear of the next few months amen. its gonna be exciting :D

Lord, i pray that you RESTORE our relationship to what it was before. that element of friendship seems to be missing now. in jesus name amen.