Monday, August 13, 2007 ; anthem of love
on sunday, i went for lunch with dg. and angus is really persevering. he helped me with an ij notation question that consists of two questions, and did it for the entire studying time! service was good. pastor was preaching about the fight to enter into His rest. after service, i went to the arcade to find one of my dg member, but she wasnt there. in the end, i played this shooting game with debra, of which i was terrible at, then i watched laura, her brother, and alena huang play basketball. after that, we took neoprints! wang yun, coach mel, alena, laura, jasmine and i. it turned out quite alright. after that, alena so sweet, she accompanied me to nike to buy a watch.
today had PE. had a floorball match. quite fun. then was physics. haha no one was listening. i can never listen when she teaches in the science lab. i remember last time sec one also, when mrs tang was teaching in the aircon bio lab, i never listened. and all our lessons were in the lab. haha anyway, then it was time for our results!
i'm not very happy with my results. i expected a B3, but i got a B4. i've been getting B4s since dunno when for every exam, but it is always a 64. but still, i expected a B3. and i didnt get a P for oral. thank god. honestly speaking, i really screwed up my oral. with the pronounciations wrong, and the words that i knew, became words i didnt know. and i jumbled up my words in the reading. and the conversation i misinterpreted the question. and i said only 2 sentences, of which the ci of one sentence i had to be prompted, after staring at the examiners and them staring at me back for quite awhile. I got a M, thank god. but my standard is a D one leh. but i think i got a low M. anyway, i dunno if i should retake. i'm sick of chinese, and if i retake, the most i can get is a B3. and after prompting zhuo lao shi for quite sometime on my capabilities of getting a 3, she finally said that my written compo is not fluent.
but i dont mind retaking lah. if i dont try, i wont know. and i had hoped to include chinese, cos my chem is omigosh, and my geog isnt good at all, because i never studied it. and if i did, its the day before the exam cram all the points in kind of thing. even though i love geog, there's too much info to remember, and i'm not that kind of person who can memorise chunks of info, and vomit it all out perfectly. and not to mention, i havent started revision yet. i've been doing mrs chua's math papers and more math papers. i have yet to start revising for my chem, physics, geog, ss, and lit. and there's 70 more days to o levels, according to the calendar in the canteen which i saw today.
i have no idea why i said all this. anyway, ok lah, just retake lah. haha.
lol anyway, after school i was studying with shi hui. sorry vivienne, couldnt accompany you to little india. anyways, we were more of eating? lol. i spent like $6 just on food. then angus called me. i was in the school canteen. but i answered anyway. but i didnt want to talk too long, cos i dont want my phone confiscated. but there werent any prefects in sight, so shi hui and i just used our phone openly. lol. just that there was no signal. we didnt really study.
i just want you to know, that i care for you :) and that it is never too late to come back to church. you may have 'backslidded', but jesus still loves you, and he wants to turn your life around. he wants to see you happy.
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