Tuesday, December 18, 2007 ; anthem of love
i've started work since last wed, packing stuff. its not as easy as it sounds. it requires skill you know. the workers there are soo productive please! they do things really really really fast, even though all of us are paid per hour, not by how much we do. vivian lek and i feel that we're the slowest there. and we're the only two people not wearing uniforms! haha and i came late every single day so far. gosh. i cast out this spirit of lateness in jesus name! i have minor cuts all over my hands. vivian and i think that by the time we stop working there, all the plasters in the first aid kit will be gone! plus the aircon is so dry, that my skin cracks at the part where my skin condition is. and i think due to the dry aircon, the oil glands secrete more oil, so my face is oilier. but what i really really like about working there, is the fact that the workers are so helpful. haha it feels weird calling them colleagues. anyways, they are so uncalculative. for example yesterday, i had to slot CDs into this CD file. its a whole series of this particular TVB serial. and so we had to slot in 12 CDs. so since there was two of us, its suppose to be a 6-6 thing right? but the lady working with me was so nice, and she made it 7-5. and still she did it faster than me! all of them would help in the little little ways, which mean a lot to me.
but, i made through each day with jesus! i really enjoy His company. yesterday and today, He was just telling me stuff and also, reminding me about each encounter i had with Him, and reminding me the words that were spoken over my life. i cant imagine work without jesus.
cos life is worth the living, just because He lives!
i really really wanna clarify something with you, something that has caused you to misunderstand me since EJ2 till now. i wished i could tell you. but somehow everytime the opportunity comes, i dont, cause i dont want to embarrass you. i think you're already very wary of me, given the current situation, that is really really not what you think it is. anyway if you ever read this, i want to let you know that things arent the way it seems. things are contrary to what you think. but i guess now, since we've both graduated and all, i guess we'll go different ways, and you'd never know the truth.
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